So, here goes my venting session.....
I wish I was happy. I mean I am happy.... well some times I am, sometimes I'm not. I'm happy when I'm at work. I love my job, but when I get home... I just feel BLAH. I go into my room, and watch TV or go on the computer..... I don't think ther is anything wrong with that, but if I do it every night, I just feel blah, (I hope that doesn't sound bad, to other who do that, I didn't mean it to sound bad....)
I wish I wasn't chicken sometimes.... I wish I wasn't chicken to sometimes leave my house.... I sometimes get nervous, all depends, where I would be going, if I had the choice I would rather stay home....
I wish my Mom called me more often just to say I love you and I miss you.... because I love her and I miss her, I miss living with her, I miss living with Morgan and Grandma D .....and I love them too..... I can't say that I hate living with Dad, but I don't know what to call it. I'm alone half of the time... and the other times when he is home, I feel like I am alone, because he is working, and I am in my room.
I like using ..... alot
I hope Grandma K comes home soon.
I sometimes just feel so BLAH.
Everyone feels BLAH at some point right?
Thanks for letting me vent.........
Showing posts with label Morgan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Morgan. Show all posts
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Grandma K Update
Grandma K, is still in the hospital. Last week we found out that she had a mild heart attack..... Well that is what one Doctor said.... another doctor said that she had Congestive Heart Failure......and then we also found out that before she had a silent heart attack. Scary.... I'm glad she is in the hospital, and that the Doctors are doing tests... she might have to have surgery. She is having another test on Tuesday, to find out if she will have to have surgery..... I know she just wants to go home. Grandma K and Papa's dog Elle is just beside herself... she doesn't know where Grandma K is. I hope she will be coming home soon. I'll go visit her tomorrow... with Dad and Morgan, before school. I have to write my exam tomorrow... wish me luck! I'm not much of a studier!. Ick. Oh well, one exam to go, and then I am done until the New Year!
Yippee!
Yippee!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Grandma K
This morning Grandma K went to the hospitial.
She had trouble breathing this moring.
When Dad told Morgan and I, I was like WHAT? And then the tears came. For both of us.
I guess it's just the whole fact that Grandma K is in the hospitial. They want to keep her for a few days to run some tests.
Dad, Moragn, myself and Auntie J are going to see her tomrrow.
She will be fine. But if you send some prayers.... that would be nice.
How was your weekend?
She had trouble breathing this moring.
When Dad told Morgan and I, I was like WHAT? And then the tears came. For both of us.
I guess it's just the whole fact that Grandma K is in the hospitial. They want to keep her for a few days to run some tests.
Dad, Moragn, myself and Auntie J are going to see her tomrrow.
She will be fine. But if you send some prayers.... that would be nice.
How was your weekend?
Friday, October 30, 2009
Today
Today Morgan and I turned 19.
It didn't feel like my birthday AT all, maybe because the day went by so fast, because I was working!
It was fun though, we had a Halloween party for the kiddos. It was Awesome! I dressed up in a poodle skirt.
Then we went for dinner..... it was also Awesome! Yay for Awesomeness!!!!!
Happy Birthday Morgan!
[Me too] ;)
It didn't feel like my birthday AT all, maybe because the day went by so fast, because I was working!
It was fun though, we had a Halloween party for the kiddos. It was Awesome! I dressed up in a poodle skirt.
Then we went for dinner..... it was also Awesome! Yay for Awesomeness!!!!!
Happy Birthday Morgan!
[Me too] ;)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
10 Things
10 Things about me! Yay!
1) I'm Dana, I used to think my Mom and Dad named me that because it rhymes with Pana,[Pain-a] (Yes, I have made that a word.) But now I really like my name. So there!
2) I am a twin. I am twin B. I was just being nice, and I let Morgan go first. We were three months early. My Mom's due date was January 1991, and we were born on October 30th 1990. We had our first Christmas in the hospital.
3) My Dad calls me 'Peanut' He calls Morgan 'Pundin' She doesn't like it. I love my name! ;)
4) I have a 'thing' for the 1950's stertype housewive. Sorry,but I do. Not that I'm going to be all like 'Honey, put your feet up, here's a drink, supper is on the table, blah blah blah' Well maybe not that much, but I just think what we saw in the 1950's stertype housewive, wasa kinda magical.
5) I wish prices were what they were back when my Grandparents were young, or even when my parents were young. Like SERIOUSLY!!!! 1.50 for eggs, bacon, toast and coffee? Now it's just 1.50 for the coffee.....
6) I'm 18 (I'll be 19 at the end of the month) and I still don't have my license... I'm scared. I'm scared of the other people on the road, we have some scary drivers out there. Last year my Papa took me to the mall parking lot, to drive around. It was amazing, scary but fun! Now he said once I get my first part of my license he will take me back, just incase I run into anything (LOL) it would look better on his insurance. I've trying to read the book, it's kinda boring! LOL
7) I love being a twin. Espcially to Morgan. Before I was jealous. Like really jealous. I'm not sure if I have posted this beore, but Morgan has Cerebral Palsy. We have friends that we grew up with that also have Cerbral Palsy. I have grown up around children and even adults with dissabilites. And it was like 'HELLLLOOOO' it's such an eye opener. And I feel sorry for people who havn't have as much insight to people with dsisabilities than I had. Morgan has had many surgeries, the last one, being two m,etal rods in her back. (Because her spine was in the shape of a question mark) The surgery lastet 8 hours. When I went to see her, she looked like Gene Simmons, when he had his face lift. Well not really, but her face was puffy. It was hard to talk to her.
8) I always wanted to go to school in England
9) I am a Brownie Leader. They call me Sunshine Owl. I got a new name this year.... Daisy Duck
10) I'm starting to really love life. Don't get me wrong, I loved it always, but now I am really enjoying it, etc. I moved out... (with my Dad) but I still miss my Mom Grandma D and Morgan. I have a job now, and it has opened my eyes, to 'the real world'
So, I am really thankful for what I have, and what I will have in the future, (hopefully) [Did that make sense?]
1) I'm Dana, I used to think my Mom and Dad named me that because it rhymes with Pana,[Pain-a] (Yes, I have made that a word.) But now I really like my name. So there!
2) I am a twin. I am twin B. I was just being nice, and I let Morgan go first. We were three months early. My Mom's due date was January 1991, and we were born on October 30th 1990. We had our first Christmas in the hospital.
3) My Dad calls me 'Peanut' He calls Morgan 'Pundin' She doesn't like it. I love my name! ;)
4) I have a 'thing' for the 1950's stertype housewive. Sorry,but I do. Not that I'm going to be all like 'Honey, put your feet up, here's a drink, supper is on the table, blah blah blah' Well maybe not that much, but I just think what we saw in the 1950's stertype housewive, wasa kinda magical.
5) I wish prices were what they were back when my Grandparents were young, or even when my parents were young. Like SERIOUSLY!!!! 1.50 for eggs, bacon, toast and coffee? Now it's just 1.50 for the coffee.....
6) I'm 18 (I'll be 19 at the end of the month) and I still don't have my license... I'm scared. I'm scared of the other people on the road, we have some scary drivers out there. Last year my Papa took me to the mall parking lot, to drive around. It was amazing, scary but fun! Now he said once I get my first part of my license he will take me back, just incase I run into anything (LOL) it would look better on his insurance. I've trying to read the book, it's kinda boring! LOL
7) I love being a twin. Espcially to Morgan. Before I was jealous. Like really jealous. I'm not sure if I have posted this beore, but Morgan has Cerebral Palsy. We have friends that we grew up with that also have Cerbral Palsy. I have grown up around children and even adults with dissabilites. And it was like 'HELLLLOOOO' it's such an eye opener. And I feel sorry for people who havn't have as much insight to people with dsisabilities than I had. Morgan has had many surgeries, the last one, being two m,etal rods in her back. (Because her spine was in the shape of a question mark) The surgery lastet 8 hours. When I went to see her, she looked like Gene Simmons, when he had his face lift. Well not really, but her face was puffy. It was hard to talk to her.
8) I always wanted to go to school in England
9) I am a Brownie Leader. They call me Sunshine Owl. I got a new name this year.... Daisy Duck
10) I'm starting to really love life. Don't get me wrong, I loved it always, but now I am really enjoying it, etc. I moved out... (with my Dad) but I still miss my Mom Grandma D and Morgan. I have a job now, and it has opened my eyes, to 'the real world'
So, I am really thankful for what I have, and what I will have in the future, (hopefully) [Did that make sense?]
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Family Picnic's are the BOMB!
That's right.
I said the BOMB.
I was going to say: "DA BOMB" But no.
Seriously, what more could you ask for?
-Great food!
-Great People!
-AMAZING stories
-LAUGHS ALL AROUND
(Actually their might be a few things I would ask for.... more comments on my blog..... and world peace and maybe a cat, at my Dad's OH and maybe a chance to meet my 99 year old Great-Great Aunt Grace [I'll have to make another post, because she is awesome!)
Yay for pictures!!!!! This is me (on the left.... my cousin Alex in the middle and my cousin Matt on the end. They are my Dad's cousins kids, so does that make them my second cousins?)
I seriously Love this picture, for a few reasons...... #1 It's a good picture of me... hehehe... and my twin is in it. :) Yes, I have a twin. Her name is Morgan.
Just wanted to let you know about my AWESOME family picnic!
I said the BOMB.
I was going to say: "DA BOMB" But no.
Seriously, what more could you ask for?
-Great food!
-Great People!
-AMAZING stories
-LAUGHS ALL AROUND
(Actually their might be a few things I would ask for.... more comments on my blog..... and world peace and maybe a cat, at my Dad's OH and maybe a chance to meet my 99 year old Great-Great Aunt Grace [I'll have to make another post, because she is awesome!)
Yay for pictures!!!!! This is me (on the left.... my cousin Alex in the middle and my cousin Matt on the end. They are my Dad's cousins kids, so does that make them my second cousins?)
I seriously Love this picture, for a few reasons...... #1 It's a good picture of me... hehehe... and my twin is in it. :) Yes, I have a twin. Her name is Morgan.
Just wanted to let you know about my AWESOME family picnic!
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