What next?

Oy! What next.....

So, Grandma K, is finally home from the big ol' H. Thank goodness...... She came home a few weeks ago.

But get this!!!!!!!

Now, my Poppa is in the hospitial........

Last Thursday Dad and I were at the Grocery store to pick up some flowers for Grandma K, and Dad had to pick some things up, and I get this text message from Dad's girlfriend, that said 'Have your Dad call Papa' So I was like HOLY COW, something is wrong with Grandma K!!!! So I was looking around the store, when I was like Dad is on the other side of the store..... I have to remember what they taught us in school.... "if you ever lost, stay put"! So I went back to the flowers..... freeking out.

So, Dad called Papa, and Papa said that he wanted to go to the hospital . I was like WHAT?
So, who do we see in the parking lot? But Uncle D, so we gave him the 4-11.
Anyways, Dad and I rush, as fast as Batman to Papa and Grandma K's house......

Papa hadn't been feeling well the past couple of days, and then on Thursday, he was unsteady on his feet, and finally decided that he wanted to go to the hospital..... so being the clean man he is, he decided to shave and shower...... and when he went to dry off his feet, he either fell or blacked out.... (he was sitting down on the toilet) (Now, I havn't confirmed if he blacked out, or if he fell yet.... either or)

Once Dad and I got to Grandma K's and Papa's.... he was pale, and he did bump into the buffet table... I didn't like seeing him like that. Papa ended up calling 911. Because he was getting dizzy
So the EMS came, and they asked him all sorts of questions, and took his blook pressue.... and then they took him to the hospital......... Dad followed in his van.

On Friday they found out that Papa has a low count of white blood cells. He also has pneumonia.

On Saturday Papa was a little confused.... he is confused, he thinks he is at a wine store..... he tried to get out of bed this morning, and thought that the male nurse was the dr..... Dad went to go talk to the nurse and Papas asked dad how much did he owe him, Poppa also thinks that his car is outside and keeps asking dad to go and check on it....dad says that because of the bacteria in his blood, its making him confused, something like that but his breathing is better and grandma doesn't know that he is confused and he isn't sleeping well...... But Dad talked to his cousin, who is nurse, and says that this is normal, or something like that....

Later on Saturday Papa was still a little confused....he thought he was at his Grandfathers farm, and the nurse had to ask him three times where he was..... then when Dad and Uncle D were in their, the nurse walked in, and Pappa told her that "My sons are pains in the asses but this one (pointing to Dad) is a bigger pain in the ass." Hah. He also thought that Dad's girlfriend was L... (Poppa's brothers girlfriend) I told Dad at least he didn't call her M (My Mom) D (number 2)
An (number 3) OR A(number 4) Bwhaha. He still wanted to know where his car was, and Uncle David told him that he took it home.

Tonight Dad called, and said that Papa is much better, still confused but not as bad.

Goodness gracious... What next?

I'm in the mood to vent.......

So, here goes my venting session.....

I wish I was happy. I mean I am happy.... well some times I am, sometimes I'm not. I'm happy when I'm at work. I love my job, but when I get home... I just feel BLAH. I go into my room, and watch TV or go on the computer..... I don't think ther is anything wrong with that, but if I do it every night, I just feel blah, (I hope that doesn't sound bad, to other who do that, I didn't mean it to sound bad....)

I wish I wasn't chicken sometimes.... I wish I wasn't chicken to sometimes leave my house.... I sometimes get nervous, all depends, where I would be going, if I had the choice I would rather stay home....

I wish my Mom called me more often just to say I love you and I miss you.... because I love her and I miss her, I miss living with her, I miss living with Morgan and Grandma D .....and I love them too..... I can't say that I hate living with Dad, but I don't know what to call it. I'm alone half of the time... and the other times when he is home, I feel like I am alone, because he is working, and I am in my room.

I like using ..... alot

I hope Grandma K comes home soon.

I sometimes just feel so BLAH.

Everyone feels BLAH at some point right?

Thanks for letting me vent.........

Grandma K Update

Grandma K, is still in the hospital. Last week we found out that she had a mild heart attack..... Well that is what one Doctor said.... another doctor said that she had Congestive Heart Failure......and then we also found out that before she had a silent heart attack. Scary.... I'm glad she is in the hospital, and that the Doctors are doing tests... she might have to have surgery. She is having another test on Tuesday, to find out if she will have to have surgery..... I know she just wants to go home. Grandma K and Papa's dog Elle is just beside herself... she doesn't know where Grandma K is. I hope she will be coming home soon. I'll go visit her tomorrow... with Dad and Morgan, before school. I have to write my exam tomorrow... wish me luck! I'm not much of a studier!. Ick. Oh well, one exam to go, and then I am done until the New Year!

Yippee!

Grandma K

This morning Grandma K went to the hospitial.
She had trouble breathing this moring.

When Dad told Morgan and I, I was like WHAT? And then the tears came. For both of us.
I guess it's just the whole fact that Grandma K is in the hospitial. They want to keep her for a few days to run some tests.

Dad, Moragn, myself and Auntie J are going to see her tomrrow.

She will be fine. But if you send some prayers.... that would be nice.

How was your weekend?

Is this totally weird Part 2....

No, I didn't get a reply yet.....

Bit I totally was thinking of this today.....

I never told her, HOW I found her on Facebook......

[When I was on vacay, I went to a salon to get a pedicure, and Grandma K's siter told me that the H sisters owned it or something, and A's last name is H.]

BUT, I found her, by searching the salon on Facebook, and looking through the pictures... The salon was really cute. :) LOL

Should I of told her that? LOL.

Dana is a major creeper.

:)

Is this totally weird?

Okay.... So I need a oppinion.... Am I being a creeper or not?


Okay, so I'm not sure if I said this before but Grandma K still has her diaries from when she was a girl. Like they are from 1945-1950. They are awesome. I looove them. I read them all the time! So, she had this boyfriend.... Let's call him A...... From what I heard A was like her true blue lover, when they were teens but Grandma K's parents didn't approve...... [Did true blue lover make sense? Isn't it true blue best friend?]

Okay, so when I went on my little vacay last summer, I went to Grandma K's home town, and I went to a salon to get a pedicure. [yay!] I noticed that the ladies who own it... [not sure if they are sister's or sister-in-laws...] have the same last name as A....... So, I was looking at the Salon's Facebook page today, and whose picture poped up? One of the girls with the same last name of A....

So my question is.... if I Facebook message her, would it be creepy?

What if I said someting like this?

Hi!
Okay, so I hope that I won't sound like a major creeper from this message.... but I am just wondering if you are related to an A The reason I am asking is that my Grandma has diaries... from like 1945-1950 and a name that comes up is A
Is it totally weird that I am sending you this message?........

If it isn't totally werid, should I add something? Is their even a point to send a message? Am I just being nosy?

6 More Things

I couldn't sleep last night (well right away anyways) So I thought of some more things!

1) I've always (and still do) want to learn how to make a quilt!

2) I've always (and still do) want to learn to knit. Both Grandma D, and Grandma K tried to teach me, but I think they just got frustrated, and then gave up. Grandma K then taught me how to braid.... =)

3) I want a big family. I would love to adopt. And hopefully I'll be able to have children myself....I love children... (I work in a day care)

4) I would even be a surrogate mother for someone else, would couldn't have children themselfs. I mean, I am 18, and I really can't make that decision of becoming a surrogate mother right now....

5) I would love to sponsor a child again. I think about 5 years ago, I sponsored a little boy from Urkaine. His caretaker (he was in a orphange) wrote me letters, and he drew me pictures, and I have them saved. I love them. Sadly, he passed away. I would love to sponsor again, when I think the time is right.

6) I'm starting to love blogging! You can take the sillets thing, and blog about them. I can make a post about the song I am listening to, about the lady we saw 3 years ago walking down the street holding a crow in her hand... I could post about the Thanksgiving dinner I had yetsterday, and about the one I will have today. So Yay!

10 Things

10 Things about me! Yay!



1) I'm Dana, I used to think my Mom and Dad named me that because it rhymes with Pana,[Pain-a] (Yes, I have made that a word.) But now I really like my name. So there!



2) I am a twin. I am twin B. I was just being nice, and I let Morgan go first. We were three months early. My Mom's due date was January 1991, and we were born on October 30th 1990. We had our first Christmas in the hospital.



3) My Dad calls me 'Peanut' He calls Morgan 'Pundin' She doesn't like it. I love my name! ;)



4) I have a 'thing' for the 1950's stertype housewive. Sorry,but I do. Not that I'm going to be all like 'Honey, put your feet up, here's a drink, supper is on the table, blah blah blah' Well maybe not that much, but I just think what we saw in the 1950's stertype housewive, wasa kinda magical.



5) I wish prices were what they were back when my Grandparents were young, or even when my parents were young. Like SERIOUSLY!!!! 1.50 for eggs, bacon, toast and coffee? Now it's just 1.50 for the coffee.....



6) I'm 18 (I'll be 19 at the end of the month) and I still don't have my license... I'm scared. I'm scared of the other people on the road, we have some scary drivers out there. Last year my Papa took me to the mall parking lot, to drive around. It was amazing, scary but fun! Now he said once I get my first part of my license he will take me back, just incase I run into anything (LOL) it would look better on his insurance. I've trying to read the book, it's kinda boring! LOL



7) I love being a twin. Espcially to Morgan. Before I was jealous. Like really jealous. I'm not sure if I have posted this beore, but Morgan has Cerebral Palsy. We have friends that we grew up with that also have Cerbral Palsy. I have grown up around children and even adults with dissabilites. And it was like 'HELLLLOOOO' it's such an eye opener. And I feel sorry for people who havn't have as much insight to people with dsisabilities than I had. Morgan has had many surgeries, the last one, being two m,etal rods in her back. (Because her spine was in the shape of a question mark) The surgery lastet 8 hours. When I went to see her, she looked like Gene Simmons, when he had his face lift. Well not really, but her face was puffy. It was hard to talk to her.

8) I always wanted to go to school in England

9) I am a Brownie Leader. They call me Sunshine Owl. I got a new name this year.... Daisy Duck

10) I'm starting to really love life. Don't get me wrong, I loved it always, but now I am really enjoying it, etc. I moved out... (with my Dad) but I still miss my Mom Grandma D and Morgan. I have a job now, and it has opened my eyes, to 'the real world'
So, I am really thankful for what I have, and what I will have in the future, (hopefully) [Did that make sense?]

How would you feel about this?

I would love your oppinion on this. ;) Thank you. Good night sweet dreams, GOOOD MORNING!


Ehem....


Okay, so on Tuesday Grandma K, had carpal tunnel surgery [ I totally just Googled it, so I could get the right spelling, not a good thing to do. ugh] She is fine, but they had to cut of her wedding rings. =(

Yesterday (Wednesday) Papa had cataract eye surgery [ I totally just googled that too, so I could get the right spelling, UGH] [Maybe I should stop googling things] He had one eye done last week, and the other one yesterday...

Okay, so on Thursday's my Dad and I usually go to Grandma K's and Papa's house for dinner.
On Tuesday, I was talking to my Dad, saying, "Why don't we bring dinner, to their house, that would be a nice treat.... how about Swiss Challet? [YUMMMMMMY] and then he's like we will see....

Sooooooo, yesterday, I brought it up again, and he's like Leslie [His girlfriend] is brining dinner.

I was very upset. Why couldn't he of told Leslie, Dana and I thought it would be nice to bring dinner, your not invited [I didn't mean that, well maybe 50/50] or you can have dinner at your house one night when Dana is at school, and I will invite my parents. :

But guess what he didn't.

And I'm a little mad.

Am I being selfish?

Now, I have to go get ready for work, because I have to walk, and I have to leave in 20 minutes, and I have a towel on my head.


Ps. My Dad has no idea how I feel.

Enjoy your day!

Happy Monday

Why is it that Mondays always make me go, 'Ugh, bloody hell, it's a Monday'
[Tuesday's don't do that, because I have Brownies...... Wednesdays make me say 'Ugh bloody hell, it's a Wednesday, but Thursdays don't make me say that at all, because I go to Grandma K's and Papa's for dinner, and Friday's make me say: 'HELLOOOO it's Friday!']

Ugh.

I don't like going to sleep in the dark, and waking up in the dark.

It's kind of drepressing.

Just thought you should know, about the my love and hate [well, not hate, lets use, um.... not as much love for those days than others feelings]

The Wheels on the bus

Go round and round right?

Let's hope so...

I know it's been a while since my last post, but hey.... cut me some slack... [I'd rather a 'cut' of cheese or even some cake... but I'll take what I can get]

I've been busy..

Between school.... Brownies [Yes, I am a brownie leader... I love it, they call me Sunshine Owl... WAIT! They gave me a new name! I'm now Daisy Duck!!! LOL) And dinner with my Grandparents, I'm a busy gal.

I just wanted to check in, and let you know YES! I am still alive.

I`ll start up blogging again soon.

I love vacation as much as....

Actually, a few things.....

1) A Good Book
I'm actually reading a really good book.... it's called:
"The Wednesday Sisters " It's pretty good so far. (I'm thinkg that I have a thing for Wednesdays.... because my last book was called:
"The Wednesday Letters"

2) Chocolate
Yum. Need I say more? ;)

3) Dinner at my Grandparents
Holy Smokes Batman.... that happens on Wednesdays too!

Raisin Pie Goodness.

Does it look tasty? Hmmm...
I think it looks a little messy, but hey, cut me some slack.... it was my first pie.
I did it all by myself....... well my Grandma D was their to help, (I don't call her Grandma D... I call her Grandma, but just for this post and future posts she will becalled Grandma D, and my Dad's Mom will be called Grandma K) IF I needed it, and she helped me roll the pie crust on the top of the pie, actually she rolled it on for me, and made the little divits in the crust. :)

I made it for my Papa, (My Dad's Dad) (Grandma D is my Mom's Mom)

Notice the "P" in the middle... it's for Papa... just in case you didn't figure it out!!!!!

I'll bring it to Papa tomrrow, or my Dad will.

I hope it tastes good.

:)