I'm in the mood to vent.......

So, here goes my venting session.....

I wish I was happy. I mean I am happy.... well some times I am, sometimes I'm not. I'm happy when I'm at work. I love my job, but when I get home... I just feel BLAH. I go into my room, and watch TV or go on the computer..... I don't think ther is anything wrong with that, but if I do it every night, I just feel blah, (I hope that doesn't sound bad, to other who do that, I didn't mean it to sound bad....)

I wish I wasn't chicken sometimes.... I wish I wasn't chicken to sometimes leave my house.... I sometimes get nervous, all depends, where I would be going, if I had the choice I would rather stay home....

I wish my Mom called me more often just to say I love you and I miss you.... because I love her and I miss her, I miss living with her, I miss living with Morgan and Grandma D .....and I love them too..... I can't say that I hate living with Dad, but I don't know what to call it. I'm alone half of the time... and the other times when he is home, I feel like I am alone, because he is working, and I am in my room.

I like using ..... alot

I hope Grandma K comes home soon.

I sometimes just feel so BLAH.

Everyone feels BLAH at some point right?

Thanks for letting me vent.........

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year! Let`s hope 2010 is a fantastic year! =)

Grandma K Update

Grandma K, is still in the hospital. Last week we found out that she had a mild heart attack..... Well that is what one Doctor said.... another doctor said that she had Congestive Heart Failure......and then we also found out that before she had a silent heart attack. Scary.... I'm glad she is in the hospital, and that the Doctors are doing tests... she might have to have surgery. She is having another test on Tuesday, to find out if she will have to have surgery..... I know she just wants to go home. Grandma K and Papa's dog Elle is just beside herself... she doesn't know where Grandma K is. I hope she will be coming home soon. I'll go visit her tomorrow... with Dad and Morgan, before school. I have to write my exam tomorrow... wish me luck! I'm not much of a studier!. Ick. Oh well, one exam to go, and then I am done until the New Year!

Yippee!

Grandma K

This morning Grandma K went to the hospitial.
She had trouble breathing this moring.

When Dad told Morgan and I, I was like WHAT? And then the tears came. For both of us.
I guess it's just the whole fact that Grandma K is in the hospitial. They want to keep her for a few days to run some tests.

Dad, Moragn, myself and Auntie J are going to see her tomrrow.

She will be fine. But if you send some prayers.... that would be nice.

How was your weekend?

10 more things

1. I sleep with a teddy bear. Benjamin. I got him from Santa when I was 3.
2. Before I turn off the lights, to go to sleep. I always check the room for bad guys.....
3. I know all [well almost... not really her new songs....] the words to every Celine Dion song.
4. I really like the names Emilee, Savanah and Ava. [Did I spell them right? LOL]
5. I'm still interested in the LDS faith
6. I'm scared to get my license
7. I LOVE my job
8. I've always wanted to be on of Santa's elfs
9. I'm still trying to convince Dad to let me have a cat.....
10. I wish I had more courage. Just sayin.

Holy Cow! Can you believe it's December? Wowza!

Is this totally weird Part 2....

No, I didn't get a reply yet.....

Bit I totally was thinking of this today.....

I never told her, HOW I found her on Facebook......

[When I was on vacay, I went to a salon to get a pedicure, and Grandma K's siter told me that the H sisters owned it or something, and A's last name is H.]

BUT, I found her, by searching the salon on Facebook, and looking through the pictures... The salon was really cute. :) LOL

Should I of told her that? LOL.

Dana is a major creeper.

:)

Is this totally weird?

Okay.... So I need a oppinion.... Am I being a creeper or not?


Okay, so I'm not sure if I said this before but Grandma K still has her diaries from when she was a girl. Like they are from 1945-1950. They are awesome. I looove them. I read them all the time! So, she had this boyfriend.... Let's call him A...... From what I heard A was like her true blue lover, when they were teens but Grandma K's parents didn't approve...... [Did true blue lover make sense? Isn't it true blue best friend?]

Okay, so when I went on my little vacay last summer, I went to Grandma K's home town, and I went to a salon to get a pedicure. [yay!] I noticed that the ladies who own it... [not sure if they are sister's or sister-in-laws...] have the same last name as A....... So, I was looking at the Salon's Facebook page today, and whose picture poped up? One of the girls with the same last name of A....

So my question is.... if I Facebook message her, would it be creepy?

What if I said someting like this?

Hi!
Okay, so I hope that I won't sound like a major creeper from this message.... but I am just wondering if you are related to an A The reason I am asking is that my Grandma has diaries... from like 1945-1950 and a name that comes up is A
Is it totally weird that I am sending you this message?........

If it isn't totally werid, should I add something? Is their even a point to send a message? Am I just being nosy?